Sometimes life becomes increasingly difficult to bear. But why is that? The answer to "WHY" is overlooking here. A life that has become difficult to live is analogous to a car. It becomes obsolete after a certain period of time. We are aware that we have millions of reasons to live my life. These are not always cool enough to confront you with the decision to loose your life. Loosing our life is a decision. The decision of not living on this lovely planet. In this lovely Galaxy.
Listening to this stupid thinking sometimes sounds bad. But if you think of it as a gamble, this is completely normal. It's almost like a game. Either you will or you will not. However, when you only have one option in this game, playing it requires both choice and courage.
The man smoking beside me is going insane. Without clothes, without food, he doesn't even have a single piece of cloth. He lacks everything, including the courage to take a serious decision.
Life is extremely unjust. You always trust your life, and it always betrays you.
We are very rational most of the time and will not give us the opportunity to play such a game with us every time. So making a decision and selecting the rational one is far superior.
10/21/22